He
Held me
When I was afraid

He
Listened to me
When I was upset

He
Comforted me
When I was crying

He
Left me
When I needed him most

He
Remains here, still
An empty shell of what once was
A pitiful looking ghost

The pain manages to get so much scarier
When you’re not afraid anymore
Because nothing can stop you when you lose control

After I die
I know you’ll say
‘I had no idea’
Maybe if you looked a little deeper
You’d see why I was bleeding
The signs were there all along
But you don’t care, do you?
Cause I’m not you
And you only care about yourself.

I hate
That I’m kinda ******* glad
You broke her heart

It made me happy
That the person who treated me poorly
Got poorly treated by you
But is it worth
What she’s going through?

I wonder if I’ll feel it
When you die
After I’ve already passed
The second death
After you’re gone
No one will remember me anymore
I hope it doesn’t hurt

There was a time
In this universe
Where we coexisted
Simultaneously
Breathed the same air
Spoke the same words
Walked the same steps
But I didn’t know you yet
I call those times the dark days
Because my life means nothing if you’re not in it

You once promised me you’d take me to the moon
Yet here I am
Shivering with the stars
And lighting myself on fire with the sun
To see if I still feel something