wrinkles of fire,
parting the atmospheric
sea surrounding.
lost within
the flame,
i watch my troubles
flowing
into the smoke,
drifting into
the wind,
dancing upon
the void.
floating ever upwards,
whispering
my troubles
to the transcendent
ears of the
angles that hide
in the spaces
of silence and
the moments
of darkness
between the stars.

A glass has been offered to you half empty half full;
You drowned yourself with fame in order to be whole
But with greed you were lost in the depths of the abyss;
A self inflicted misery with no control, your former self will be missed.

You sang a song you wrote based on life and new beginnings;
From what we heard you did lived life like there are no endings
Suddenly you lose your will to move on chosen apathy as a death wish;
You were given opportunities, good life handed down on a dish.

What made you think to just let life float fast away?;
have you got tired of what you're doing and not wanting to stay?
In the eyes of the many you were idolized, loved all your lies;
While you burn all your fortune in order to roll a dice.

Too little time to understand what's in your mind;
You are here to be known not to be undermined
Slice me up some of your skin let me feel your pain;
I promise you I will try my best to keep you sane.

Perhaps we are exactly the same...I mean you and I;
So what's the point of this meeting right? Why ask why?
You wear a mask while you're in the crowd selling lies;
I seat here talk, wearing a mask just to understand what's behind your eyes.

It's been a journey
Of ups and downs
A rollercoaster ride
I never want
To be on
Ever again

Despite that
I'm blessed
For my friends
For my parents
For the love of my life
For my beautiful dog
For all the memories
We have shared
And captured
Throughout
This year

Have a good 2014
May the year
Be a blessed one

i see you in the silence
and the blanks of
mind. crazy how violence
says more about love
and its power. the contrast
is fading unlike your
eyebrows, and the last
drop of sanity hits the floor.
thoughts of you as
your actual presence,
because your absence has
finished its evanescence.

you got reggie
it's the regular ****
named after reggie bush
or miller
it's not that killer
but roll it up
pour yourself a cup
see how it tastes
after a few puffs
you'll realize
that you're still pretty hi as ***
haha
aint that somethin
might be a lil higher
depends on what u think
or want it to be
before you smoke it
call it blue dream
forget about the stems and the seeds
relax
and enjoy the breeze
on the beach
smiling
blowin the trees
with your flip flops on
or wherever you want to be
when you get high
your mind is free
anything you dream
or create and bring
to the world
is a new reality

Now is not the time, my love
to besiege me with your lies
for i still mourn, my love
your ruthless goodbyes

you have awaken the beast in your heart
and you must tame him as you once did me
tread lightly, though, beware of his dark
with this new life you seek

now is not the time, my love
to besiege me with your lies
for i still mourn, my love
your ruthless goodbyes

i swallowed the sun and
washed it down with a little inky night.
now wildflowers bloom in my heart
and light fills my mind. these
words are solar flares of a
fallen petal.

the price of it all--
welded lips of unspoken words.
now other people mishear
and believe i am speaking,
but it is only the wind
whistling through
my teeth.

now i find that,
being alone is silence,
but it is never quiet.