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 Mar 2014 Pooja Shah
Chris
Still am.
 Mar 2014 Pooja Shah
Chris
Here I am, looking up causes for headaches
at 1 am
when I know it will always come back to you.
My hands found the bottom of the ocean
as I cleaned old movie tickets out of my car today.
I can see your honesty from here.
It took my composure on its way out the door.
I’m not bitter anymore.
I’m just tired.
And I’m tired of being so tired.
I’m sorry you didn’t stay.
I’m sorry that I apologize
for all the times you didn’t.
I keep forgetting these things
are not one-sided,
and so,
I’m sorry I gave you everything
for nothing in return.
You tasted like love,
and I was parched.
Still am.
It's terrible, but it needed to make its way out
 Jan 2014 Pooja Shah
Àŧùl
Scribbling away my usual thoughts,
I mostly come across your thoughts,
My shallow beats get deep thoughts.

As they joyfully prance on the dark,
Slaying the darker-grimmer shades,
My brighter thoughts will only win.

In my joyous moments I need you,
In my darker moments I need you,
In my present & future I need you.
My HP Poem #520
©Atul Kaushal
 Dec 2013 Pooja Shah
Àŧùl
Today I completed 23 years,
It's been a really long time,
Since I shed any of my tears,
Even when I felt like crying.

Though blessed with rebirth,
I used to feel forsaken in life,
Sulking in the sadder shades,
Escaping to the blues felt easy.

Tears stayed behind the lids,
Imploding into myself forever,
Singing the saddest of songs,
Ever felt the sadness to stay.

That day I met you in myself,
I had felt like meeting myself,
Slow & steady we come closer,
Especially for me you descend.
Tears of loneliness held back by a mature conscience,
I had feared for myself staying unsatisfied forever,
You have come like a promising dream to me,
How may I be thankful enough to you ever.

I thank you my friend for condescending in my life as the greater constant there ever will be in my life.

Thank you, Kripi.

My HP Poem #503
©Atul Kaushal
 Dec 2013 Pooja Shah
Do I Matter
When i was a little girl i thought i was in love
I thought love was just having a boyfriend
I thought that love was just saying he's mine
But i have never been so wrong

When i was 13 i thought holding hands was love
I believed that when you kissed it was love
My mom said my dad said he loved her and she knew that was love

The first time someone said they loved me
I panicked because it felt so wrong
It felt wrong to say i love you when you dont

To this day i still dont know what love is
Yes i have said it to people before
But that did not mean much
Love cannot be forced

My mom says love comes when the time is right
Stop wasting time looking for love
Live your life and make mistakes while you can
Love will find you

I Promise
 Dec 2013 Pooja Shah
Marigold
I have vowed to no more eat that which harms,
And to the best of my abilities,
I do so.
I see no difference between the cat you pet
And the lamb you slaughter.
I see no difference between the dog you play with
And the calf you tear from its mother.
I see no difference between the pet birds in cages
And the male chicks thrown in the grinder at birth;
They will produce no eggs, we have no use for their lives.
I believe it is not the role of man
To deem whom should retain their lives
And whom should die for a  moments self-gratification.

Vegetarianism is wonderful,
Every little bit helps; less humans eating meat,
means reduced CO2 emmissions
and less world wide poverty,
The grain that could feed a hundred hungry mouths
Is not used to produce  single burger patty,
For a single peckish man.

But drinking the milk of a cow,
Eating cheese and eggs
All contributes directly to the meat industry.
Dairy industry is veal industry;
Dairy industry; milk, eggs, cheese all supports and prolongs the practice
Of killing and eating children.

You ask that we respect your choices;
but you do not understand that your "choices",
Your learned eating habits,
Your probing questions of "what do you eat then?!"
And your arguments of "But meat just tastes so good"
Are directly offensive to all we stand for,
And all we fight against.

To me, arguing that the taste of meat,
Makes the living conditions of these animals ok,
Is a kin to the argument that slavery is fine,
Because the work gets done quicker if you can use a whip.
It is a kin to the idea that **** isn't that bad,
Because it at least feels good for the ******.
It is a kin to the comment that women are inferior,
Because men could beat them in a fist fight.

You will instantly think I am radical in my views,
You will try to brush them off as the rantings of a crazed vegan
Or you will stop reading
Because you really do not want to see what I have to say.
But I give you only the truth as i plainly see it.

If you must eat meat,
Hunt for it and **** it yourself,
Let it live a real life first,
And respect that for you to eat,
It has died.
papa remember when you used to spin stories out of gold thread
the thread that came from your teeth
it wove me a blanket so i could fall soundly asleep
papa remember when late on a summer night
we danced to music that was alive and wafted in the warm breeze like night blooming jasmine
sweet, and crawling up your nose and infecting your head
papa remember when you said you’d call
that was last year
and that same song came back on and I was surprised to find tears sneaking up
on me
burning canals into my cheeks
because you told me goodnight
and never said good morning again
because you left in my god ******
sleep
This miraculous journey we call life,
has many strands braided together,
never forget what is expected from
the travelling monk, walking in front,
who'll break his walk to play with
stray street pups, eat, drink and sup
with men and women, of many temperaments,
who'd invite him to sit with them, even not knowing
who he is, or what mission moves him
through these dusty roads. There is something
that makes everyone not take eyes off him,
they'd say that, when he goes back on his way.
On the waves of emotions, he partake, he moves
like a paper boat navigated,  by the speed
it all create, yet unaffected, except the empathy he keeps in his heart.

Hearing  stories of this pilgrim  in rapt attention
creating worlds fantastic inside,
learning  things one never imagined before,
he travels with the wandering monk in sight.
What is more wondrous, once he thought
than  seeing one's starry eyed lover's excitement,
showing a jewel she picked
from the riverbed of her short life
in a blessed moment.
She put it adoringly in to his mind,
a gleaming ornament that'd adorn him
though time would change that too.

Every thing experienced in this journey
makes one, the words of the monk prompt to act
and see the aftermath, take in the taste,
be it sweet or bitter or both,
odors and smells, the feel of things
a complex web, the map of inner life.

Never should one fail, to lend ears
to the tales of wandering monk
he is wisdom's child, patience solidified,
every tale has its color, smell and texture,
nature spoke, he experienced,
ages in muted tones speak
to him in the voice of the  wandering monk
In this world,
In this war
I am lower than a peasant
I am dust,
Subject to the chains and whips of
The Prince of the world,
The Father of lies
But by grace
Through faith
I will make him
Cringe in chills
As I ignore his temporary pleasures
Tremble violently
As I reject his broken promises
Scream out his lungs
As I remain on what is pure
Cower and hide
As I stand up for what is right
Fall to his knees
As I point his lies to the Truth
Then
I will wait,
Wait patiently, earnestly
For the King of the entire Creation
To deliver the final blow,
The finishing act
To return and banish
The Prince of the world
To his ultimate
Ruin
Defeat
Collapse
**Downfall
 Dec 2013 Pooja Shah
Malkin93
I know this girl who's pain inside,
Is so strong its impossible to hide!
She wants to cry almost every day,
Cause all the things that people say!
She tries her best to stay strong,
It's hard to pretend for so long!
She once said so loud and clear,
Loud enough for all to hear;
"I've had enough of being here,
The rest of my life I'll live in fear!
I've tried my best day after day,
I can't continue my life this way!
One last chance before I go,
I wrote this message so you know!"


She carried on one last time,
Until she decided to commit that crime.
She'd had enough it got too much,
That was it one final touch.
She grabbed those people who brought her down,
Everyone in and out of town.
She once said so loud and clear,
Clear enough for all to hear;
"I've had enough of being here,
No longer will I live in fear!
I've tried my best day after day,
I can't continue my life this way!
One last chance is all I had,
I wrote this message so you won't be sad!"


No one heard her quiet voice,
That was it she made her choice!
She ran away the very next day,
Nowhere to go nowhere to stay.
She went so far but still got found,
Lost her life with no one around!
She once said so quiet and clear,
Far too quite that no one could hear;
"I've had enough I'm feeling weak,
A little love is all I seek!
Help me out before it's too late,
Why am I surrounded by so much hate?
It's time for me to finally let go,
I wrote this message for the world to know!"


That was it the end was here,
She made it known, she made it clear!
Everyone was silent and so shocked,
After all her life was mocked!
They made a symbol of a little blue bird,
No one dared to say a word.
She once said with so much fear,
So much fear for people to hear;
**"I hope that now I am gone,
You realise what happened was so wrong!
Next time you say something bad,
Think of the feelings that person had!
I'm now happy and feel so free,
You don't need to worry about me!"
 Dec 2013 Pooja Shah
Josh Murphy
My brush, the sword.
My canvas, the enemy.

I unsheathe my sword and raise it to your throat,
I hold it there for too long, maybe to boast.
Then I swipe across your neck, leaving my mark,
I would feel guilty,
But nobody judges an artist in the park.
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