Even from a thousand miles away, I'm fascinated by you. I'm jealous of the ones who get to see you daily, who get to hear your laugh, comfort you when you're down, and those who get to hold you close. Life likes to play tricks on us. Every time things start to look up for me, I always **** it up because I can't let go of you. Life likes to make us feel like we're worth something to those we care about. But your actions have always spoken louder than words. And your actions, well they tell me I'm worthless. But for some reason I just can't seem to listen...