What is the point?
What is the ******* point of letting your emotions run your life when you're not even sure if he even cares?
No.....!
Tell me!
I'm all ******* ears!

Tell me what is the point of smiling when I wake up next to him in the morning and he smiles back at me, if at night, when we go to sleep he wont even think of me twice?

WHAT THE **** IS THE POINT?!  

Why should I be so stupid to let him tell me he loves me when I can't be 100% sure it's true?

Why did I have to fall in love with a sociopath?

WHY.....?!