My sweetest soldier left me and was dragged across the sea My nights are now silent and my heart is drowned with fear So, here I cannot stand to be
Through weary nights I held my guard 'till the stars came out to torment me For, all the beauty of the night was now forever marred
My heart trembled with the candlelight So I went to seek her chambers,but all was locked and barred Even whispered words from my dear soldiers could do little to ease my fright
I wrote letters to my sweetest knight with sparkling, savage fury I fought sleep away with every ounce of my might Too soon, my hands and eyes grew weary
I filled my pages with stories of beasts we would nevermore fight my eyes where too full of tears so I could not see clearly I've lost my dearest companion and the bringer of my light
She sent letters back,of course, and they were wept over with many a tear For a day, sprigs of goldenrod adorned my collar bright for a day, at least, I forgot to think of fear
Then I had dreams of feathered serpents wrapped around her throat her eyes were scratched out by hoary hell-kites and her heart was pierced with a spear All my daylight hours, and all my nighttime too, to my knight I did devote
We continued writing letters and I lead my soldiers too no one ever asked of what this did denote 'till fever caught me by my throat and threw my mind askew
My hands shook too violently and ink had streaked my page In my letters, I tried so hard to have my pain seem subdued My dear light-bringer needn't fear a fever's shallow rage
She saw through my ruse too quickly and I think she panicked more I tried to calm her with winged words and locks of sage I promised her there was a cure
My dreams were fueled by fire and the darkness lurking there when I woke I fell sobbing to the freezing floor She would have gathered me in her arms and kept me in her care
Beasts and berserkers set my night under siege I could only see my sweetest knight scarred by bloodless warfare Her spirit fell to the mercy of my new-found, thankless liege
My throat was streaked with clawing pain cups of water I did beseech bitter liquid assailed my body and bound my fate with chains
I saw my sweetest soldier and her hands skimmed through my hair Her eyes shined like pearls which I hoped she would retain Her kisses on my cheeks were so radiant and rare
I knew then never would we be apart and in my chambers with the firelight there I could rest with the keeper of my heart