I try
I try to sleep at night
without remembering what he felt like
I try
I try to make you happy
even though im drowning
I try
I try to do what you did for me
reassure you I'm not lying
but I'm not sure I'm telling the truth
I try
I try to believe
but time after time my faith fails me
silent prayers
unanswered
innocence shattered
I keep getting madder
but i try
to make it right
I try to forget my past
I try
to help you to
But I dont know what i am suppose to do