She was the monster under the bed Always lurking, never real till I brought her up She was the coat in the closet You wore it when you needed comfort and warmth She was the elephant in the room Blatantly visible to me but never you She was the shadow behind you Everywhere you went you brought her with you She was the ghost haunting me Taunting and teasing my anxious mind She was the puppeteer Pulling all the strings She was the excuse I used her to compensate for why you didn't try harder