I cant sleep
With all of you on my brain

And i cant see straight
Because im blinded by disappointment

Am i a sycophant?
Is that two faced?
To agree just to make you feel ok?

Maybe im just tired
Yet i cant sleep

This is the first time
In a long time

That my brain
Just wont calm down

Oh god its back
The hate is back

Its bitter like
This harsh winter air

Everything normal
In the worst way

I hate myself
Again

I need you to be here
Youre the only one

Everyone else *****
And i miss you alot

And no one will
Know what this
Is about