Don't tell me things wont change when the seasons have moved ahead of me Don't tell me you'll stay the same when the faces are already a blur Don't tell me that you will fight for this when I never agreed to battle Don't tell me the ***** in my court when the only player is me Don't tell me all these empty promises when you dont know how to see them through Don't tell me that you're sorry when this is the path you chose Don't say that you're afraid of losing me and then toss me into the shadowy bay The only one who's losing is me in this and I dont know how to be okay.
Im losing my mind battling with myself for something i don't even know is worth it anymore. **** me over once, shame on you, but **** me over twice, shame on me. I don't know how much more shame i can handle before i just slip away.