My hands have always been weak. When I was seven years old, they decided that I needed to go to physical therapy because I couldn’t hold a pencil. I couldn’t hold the reins tight enough. I kept dropping things. I couldn’t do anything right.
I have always been inherently sad. When I was nine years old, they decided that I needed to go to therapy because I couldn’t control myself. I couldn’t appreciate what I had. I never slept. I couldn’t do anything
I punched walls and kicked doors. I ripped posters off of my fourth-grade classroom walls. Ten years old, I walked through the hallways, All eyes on me because I was Toilet Girl I just couldn’t seem to get it right.
When I am twelve, I’ll start to write ****** poetry instead of destroying things because both are art forms but my parents have to pay when I destroy things.
When I am thirteen, I’ll realize that it’s not just material objects I have trouble holding on to. I have trouble holding on to people, too.
I am fourteen, and I have just been told that I’m not doing anything right. I haven’t hit a wall in years but I guess old habits die hard because I’m fifteen with new scars on my knuckles
I am inherently sad and my hands are weak. I write poems on my computer because I still can’t hold a pencil. But for someone with such weak hands I have a lot of scars on my knuckles.