It's funny I wonder why I loved you so Cause that night I told you I drove drunk looking for you You were no where to show Shows how much you actually cared for me So close to death, so blinded by love but now I have some clarity Who i once thought was the girl of my dreams turned out to be a nightmare A heartless girl who if lost a best friend might not care I like to believe that I didn't lose you Rather you lost me Cause I lost all respect for you when You didn't stop me when I drove drunk and didn't care what itΒ Β would've cost me