Its November 26 and my mom still hasn't noticed the empty bottles of Tylenol and Ibuprofen under my bed. Those pretty much became the end to hunger pains when I stopped eating. Its not that I don't like my body, I don't really have a way to excuse myself for fasting at all. I guess eating just became another thing I was disgusted with. Its November 26, in 28 months my dad will be out of prison. I wonder where we will go then. Its November 26, no one can say they love me without a "but" or apology following it. I guess nothing changes, so ill just change myself. Its November 26 and I've given up on cutting and moved onto bigger and better things. Why hurt myself when I can down a bottle and avoid scarring? Works for me.