and I'm right on the top bang Going to write my ****** scene No spelling errors No cusps of cuts of typos Lipo of an essay I'm going to take a textbook bullet and blow my ******* brains out Vowels and consonants splattering on the wall Every ball of ******* up scribbles that just missed the bin are going to rise up, like ghosts, and mummify me within their subtext of muffled screams
It's going to be fantastic
I'm going to drown my calculator in my dreams Quietly muttering 3s and x's Asking it if it can guess Y while I press it's buttons like it happily pressed mine Sadistic Sarcastic Fantastic-*******-tastic
Die
Insuperiority complex
Die
Wish to please
Die
The tease of the good mark that won't give out
Die
muffled shout
Bang
Top of the hit list, let's blow my ******* brains out.