How I adore her ladyship The beautiful Royal spider Enthroned on her own dominion She delicately threads her silky webb Intricately weaving her beauty As her home glistens in the sun And sparkles in the dew She sits silently in her center As though floating in air All eyes alight Legs intricately placed on her many Architectural angles, she demonstrates Perfect dexterity and agility Sitting as light as a feather Perfectly Alert to all, ready and aware For she controls all
Living my life like a light headed child I wander freely, from place to place But nerves begin to embrace With eyes weighing on my back An inner dread fills my soul As I fear I have fallen in her Web I twist, scrabble and struggle But it's no use for it is too sticky Feeling her every movement Making me sea sick on her web Her eyes bearing down on me I feel a thousand bricks on my back My jellified legs begin to wobble As she casts a shadow over me I am wrapped in confusion of this spider's control Sticking and attaching her emotional ties I freeze within the spider's bite I screech, shriek and holler As I cry And scream for mercy But as spiders cannot hear I find my destiny sealed
Looking to heaven above I weep, I cry To God for help Then with all the lord's elegance A Beautiful Glorious spider Began descending from heaven A dignified Royalty, A great magnificence A commander of both Love and Respect Adoring her graceful entrance I collapse in her presence Crouching down beside me She comforts and caresses Wrapping her legs around me like a very warm blanket She lean's in and whispers, in my ear "Bite her", I cried I am a good person I cannot bite her Raising her voice she repeats BITE HER !!!!!!
She pushes me further Into this Silent world Where there is no anger, no fear , No vengeance or guilt No judgement , good or bad No love or hate I lie within this silent world Somewhere beyond it all With this clinically clear mind Like an SS soldier, I strike without thought Quickly and decisively Biting hard I bury my teeth deep A tear drops from my eyes As I hear her yelp I feel remorse and regret As like with a long lost friend My emotions return I see her distress and confusion But I am pulled back as I am told She needs to find the center of her own Web
Through understanding Her Majesty, Her Royalty And loving her complete magnificence We discover the anti venom By understanding her venom Through the unification of that understanding We can all learn to be The commander of our own domain As I give my love to the Royal Spider
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I wrote this when i was spending a lot of time with a controlling person who had quite a negative impact on my life and general happiness at the time and I that found the spider had a lot of my answers