Synthesis; When the rich enlist Or when you cease to desist, A kiss or bliss. Maybe both A high note, You scream from the crowd You're not allowed To see me like this. Don't resist; I told them what to do I knew, I knew You would try to get through To me. I know our one and two will soon be three; But baby please, Make this easy for me. Your tears crashed to the ground Like the mortars falling all around Leaving my brothers never to be found. Your cries met my ears Like the waves met the sand where I stood Near the slaves to the system With their rifles that glisten, Peppering the ground around me. Then that brave young man charged me with a knife, I thought of my boy and my wife Before reflecting upon my own life. I hesitated. Because I knew, I knew He was a son too There was nothing I could do; But let this boy run me through, the choice I made Kept this boy safe. Like I want mine to be; Unfortunately; This is no letter dear, Its an apology.