Before I go on or begin or continue I thought to remind you; I’m still that old car; once shiny new in the showroom; the one you once admired but now I’ve faded a bit or maybe a lot; I don’t mind the dents so much anymore because I know it’s at least a sign of honesty because it is all there and still I know how good it can be
All the words are here, waiting on a feeling describing how the world stole what you were born with along with what was learned but lost on the way; You know what happened but for some reason the mark you left on us all was not to your liking; maybe it’s because you think we either don’t remember you or instead remember you but wish to forget
There’s not a tree in the forest that hasn’t felt the terror of lightening above or the heat of a fire below or the cut of a blade within; but that is the life; shedding, healing, growing; making shadows and shelter for the birds who understand its purpose; capturing the breezes that blow for those who wonder about such things
But you only see what shallow minds value and not what nature allows you to be; your dreams bring alive what is inside and it is not your flaws that make birds and squirrels gather and live by your gifts; it is not the scar they leave behind that judges your worth; it is not their passage through your life that ends yours
You felt like a memory; a gulch once proud but now abandoned by the rain; used by those who once needed you so badly; but it is what you did for them that matters and that is who you are even if someone thinks of you as a wistful promise of what once was
What can one say against you that they do not stand accused; what good can one do that you have not already done; what can anyone compare to what you have sacrificed knowing the day would come when the world would try to separate itself from you because superficiality is what is served in high places while wisdom and dignity is cast aside; there is nothing that can compare to you; nothing, except what lives in a forest; beautiful, forever, you