In this year no one came to my aid, I even prayed, I attempted to give away my joy as a trade, this pain never faded, shaded by my eyes forever jaded.
I cannot feel pain any longer, by default I thought this made me stronger. A lie ingrained by my apathy, I faded in and out of sanity, while no longer part of humanity.
Life became so gray, I began to decay. A voice told me to just die, I decided to say bye instead of listening to my cry. Another year another death soon to come.