It's not so much a longing as it is pure curiosity, but there's no need to reopen closed wounds. Sugar soothes my scars, but you're salt, and we were meant to fall apart eventually. So, I will call some neutrality (this is my doing so), because we all **** up, and I've no ill will left to poison anyone with, and I will be here if you ever need me.
We will never have what we did, but I will never forget the good times.