I thought You weren't there I prayed for comfort and You were silent I cried in the corner and have to feel alone There's no one to turn to but myself Hated myself, others, and the world
But You worked in mysterious ways, this now I know Haven't noticed how well I am now I carried my burden and got through with it Accepted the hurt so I could learn Bled the wounds and let them heal through time
You gave me more than what I wished for Looking back to those scars reminds me how broken I am Thankful for how I got them badly and for how ugly they are Because this smile won't be in my lips today If I haven't suffered from them Realized now that You wouldn't give what I can't bear