And now more than ever I wish I could tell me then what I see now, because my mind is filled with the colour of your eyes and how they change from bright to a light, almost dusty grey when you're sad, the feel of your skin when we fall asleep entwined and the smell of your sweaters when we are apart. And now more than ever I wish I could tell me then what I see now, because I have realised too late how happy you made me.