I think to myself

Let me be alone
Over the hilltop
Verging toward
Every last drop

Year has past
Only tonight
Unravel the last

Bitter taste I'll have
Ugly and broken
To understand the laugh

I tried to tell you

Can't fathom the word
Of course it's meaningless
Utterly ridiculous
Longing for comfort
During the hour of us

No one knows
On the nights I cried
The nights I lied

There in bed
Eyes wide open
Love me now
Leave me in bloodshed

Yellow light
Only over other
Useless poems

I'm tired of memories

So long I say
On the my last living day
Remember the last
Reply I gave
Your impression you made

Go on to bigger things
On to the next
On to the best
Don't look back

Because of me
You aren't yourself
Everything I know is gone you see

My favorite person
In the meantime
Keeps reminding me
Another day has past
You didnt see me
Looking at you
And you didn't finish the deed