the star in the sky that will guide me home. the flicker of light i've been waiting for to make this journey through darkness less treacherous. finally a shard of hope i've been awaiting for far too long. i'm trying to engrave myself smiling alongside the four of you. it's nothing compared to what it would be like being there. there i would be home and i'd feel warm. it'd rid me of this emptiness, this heart would finally feel whole again.
maybe then i would feel...
*complete
my mother sent me a family portrait today and it made really upset because i should be there with them, i should be at the pumpkin patch with them smiling. i'm just a lost boy and need to be back with the ones that love me endlessly. i promise i'm coming home soon.