The convenience of death is too great not to give in. And I am found wandering in old haunted battlefields, searching for a place for the cannons. Lay down in the outline of a dead Union soldier's body; bullet holes riddle his blue uniform. And the train has not come with the doctors and bandages; they were all sent to Normandy. Snow covers the flags and they are buried in memories of more decent times Even when I saw the explosions I was still sure that everyone could make it out alive. My grandpa's in bed; he's lost his sight, tells me of losing his leg in a fight with a German soldier over a piece of bread. He leaned in and whispered, "They say love is the only language everyone can understand. That's not true. It's war." I could barely speak when the door closed, looked up and saw we'd joined another battle, same enemy with a different name. So I lay down my arms at Arlington National, and rest in a child's grave.