and I feel alone and I am alone I'm alone and the walls are closing in and they're shrinking under pressure and there's blood on your sheets from the glass in my bed and your heart was beating in my hand before it died alone and pained and she didn't mind and I did so I left and I regret that thankfully I'm still here but its so cold I'm so cold I just I want I want to be warm and I want to be alive and I don't want to be broken and you should have been kinder and you should have been there and you should have told me and you should have loved me and you didn't and I suppose that's my fault and I miss I miss the warmth I miss you I miss you and the ******* moon tried to convince me that you were right and I I believed it and I believe it and I miss I miss you