I'm trying to figure out what it means that you only **** me when you're not sober.
I'm trying to tell myself that it's just because you're more brave and not because you don't find me attractive sober.
I'm trying to tell myself that 'well he's high all the time anyway' so what difference does it make now?
I'm trying to tell myself that it's just *** and not feelings
I'm trying to tell myself that even though we've had *** that it's normal we aren't friends on anything and I don't have your number. It's just a coincidence, you're just teasing me, and waiting me out. You like me. You think I'm pretty. You want me sober.

I just want you to want me like I want you.