what happens when it finally happens? and days after you're thinking "what could I have done?" you could've come to me asked me how I am asked me how the rain falls but I know you couldn't give a **** so when the rain is falling and you think of me know that you've done nothing and let that sink in let the raindrops be a reminder that i'm no longer real just a dreary drop of water falling from the sky look up and watch the clouds roll on and stop wondering why
just a thought. i'm not suicidal currently but this is reflective of a suicidal mind. what happens when i'm gone?