~Let me try to hate you,
What a challenge that would be,
If only you knew,
What you have done to me.
Everything about you is perfect,
I don't deserve a guy like you.
Which must be the reason why,
You wish my heart in two.
I don't like the pain you're brought to me,
The chains you put on myself,
I want this pain to end.
No love left to send?
I want to fight the one that I love,
To keep him,
Not hurt him,
To return to heaven above.
Your eyes that hold the stars,
Your picture in my mind,
Will I ever find someone like you?
Someone so one of a kind?
When you break up with me,
That hurts like hell,
I want you back, I do.
You've hurt me beyond you realize,
Don't you know it's me and you?
Or do you resort to your other love,
In which I scoff in shame,
You just left me to burn to ash,
I will never be the same.
I'll live in your pain and bask in your hell,
I'll shape out to be a living nightmare,
I don't deserve your pain,
I don't deserve your love,
I deserve to die.
Your pain is so harsh you are the devil,
You don't take my love,
Maybe you're right,
Yet I will still fight,
My strength holding of tight,
Saying goodnight.~