Even with great power I feel useless I even wind up in a mess How can I talk so big and feel so small? It almost like throwing a ball We want power over others this is true But then we feel so lonely and blue I want to be there for you I really do I don't want to leave you alone Even when I call you on the phone Yet with all my power I am useless Nor am I much help in a crises I have power and don't use it I don't even try to stay with it Why is this a must? Do I deserve your trust? I don't want to be like the others Or like a mother I love you sis and this is true Even if im a useless blue So please hate me I deserve it But don't have a fit
For a friend who know me well, for a friend I let down, and for a friend who I do not deserve. I don`t want pity nor do I wish to cause you pain.