Trading my *****'s cloth for the raiment of a pilgrim was the greatest of gifts from you.
After wandering for years living on sorrow and regret becoming empty as the desert it was enough to have met you.
I am afraid that we will never be that which I so fervently wished no matter how deep my love may envelope me.
I won't pretend that this brings me any sort of joy but if it's the only way for me to progress I accept.
I know where I am going now, have a destination at last that may or may not involve companionship with you.
Some day though, I will reach the place out beyond Rumi's field and in that oasis I will build my Garden.
A pilgrim (from the Latin peregrinus) is a traveler (literally one who has come from afar) who is on a journey to a holy place. Typically, this is a physical journeying (often on foot) to some place of special significance to the adherent of a particular religious belief system. In the spiritual literature of Christianity, the concept of pilgrim and pilgrimage may refer to the experience of life in the world (considered as a period of exile) or to the inner path of the spiritual aspirant from a state of wretchedness to a state of beatitude. - Wikipedia