Life's options
why am i such a lost seed
my world crumbling on me
life has never seemed darker

I stepped outside to seek some refuge
air,breathe, brother grasps something

I've been thinking  alot lately
some days of the future
i hope am being an impressive ape
my story a decade from now
is my latest obsession

Sometimes i want to understand why
we create our own future
why our fate is in our own hand
why life's journey is the longest with thorns
*and the devil's shadow clung to us