They never started the same They crawl up on her They become part of everything Dispersing across floors & furniture A plate with fresh food Thrown, mistakenly, at a wall Shattering, only to breed Innumerable monsters Too much distress to even Identify the name of These creatures that Preposterously morph around The warm cup of tea she Once held, warming her Terrified self. smash Even with closed eyes, they haunt Leaving the undecided question of Is this some form of disordered Disorientating other reality? A rhetorical question, a statement Of none expectant response For these are for her eyes only Her mind & her disorder Running tracks, stairs Streets, towns, cities To no avail or answer Worn out feet of battered soles Stumbling the miles traced Breadcrumbs, leave a Hansel & Gretel Trail of discord, a cacophony of deafly noise. smash They are the disease of the night They are the monsters of the mind They are the enemies attacking a naïve self Days spent, releasing fears Of what once were dreams Irrevocably impossible to change For how is she to reach Into a subconscious mind Where the mice are chased Defenceless prey Victims of themselves Slaves of the blackened sky Where all there is to protect her Are crashing stars, subsuming Her very own nightmares. smash Stars setting her free Free from sinful blasphemy Awakening memories of Unconditional love from The honey moon set in This autumn sky Where all is forgotten She is no longer the babe in the woods A quivering girl, but a Woman of remarkable wonder Sleeping in silk sheets, bungalow number three Château Marmont, 8221 Sunset Boulevard Elixir of life, Princess of alchemy, believer Of exoteric knowledge, trusting a Universe, far greater than her. smash