The world is a weird place once you believe in thrashing your body up for a day* other times you just don't want to risk it
sometimes you want to punch through walls sometimes you want to just sit next to people and talk
other times you just want to be yourself and sometimes you dont want to be ostracized the world be a weird place
*This refers to today's Cross Country meet, I wanted to just go all out and see how badly i would get injured (I didn't) but this week's been so crazy with emotional pain (at times), psychological and physical (full time) and just broke me down this time. Can't let this happen..