Have a lot to tell, just don't know where to begin..
Many would just pop out of my mind, some i can't even comprehend..
Lost at times, keeping my head surfaced just to have a gasp of what keeps me far from the rest..

Some would just say i'm a bit off track when it comes to sortin' out stuff..
They maybe right but it's not enough reason for me to give up..
They don't know what i'm goin' through..

Still as a duck on water, i paddle like hell just to put direction to this journey..
Begin to ask myself how can i, when i'm so stuffed?
Drippin' full i can't even think..

They point at me with false accusations..
It's hard when people around you are so blinded with ambitious expectations they only see your flaws and leave your little achievements unnoticed..
Gradually, it becomes so degrading that you yourself don't know what you're made of anymore..

Once i take center stage, and see people crying out loud, nothing's gonna be the same..
It's my stage, my life..
Once the curtain's up and the camera begins rolling, i have to play that part only i have rehearsed..
No one's gonna perform on my account..
It's just a matter of playing the part well or seeing tomatoes fly over my head..
I do not know what life has in store for me, all i know is there's no turning back..

Life is but a dream, it is a nightmare, for the most part..
No one will ever know what happens next once we close our eyes..
Life will always wish you sweet dreams, yet give you nightmares..
I've made up my mind not to escape from this dream..
The only dream i have learned to love..
It's dark indeed, but even though it's skin thin away from seeing light, i won't bother..
I'll never know what life can be if i stay wide eyed for the rest of my existence..
For this, i'll sleep my heart out coz it's a need to do..
It's the only thing that gives me joy and peace..
A life to live, it's a one shot slumber i cannot refuse..

Tonight, i'll close my eyes shut, hoping to dream for the sweetest...