To see his name written in anothers writing,
To hear his song sung by anothers voice,
To feel the hole that he once filled
To seek the comfort he once offered
To think I won’t see him again

To see my world continue to spin without its orbit,
To hear the emptiness behind this laughter,
To feel his cold cheeks as I kissed goodbye one last time,
To seek the warmth that once filled his body
To think I won’t hear him again

To see his smile would cause tears of joy to arouse,
To hear his voice would sound like heavens gates opening to the ******
To feel his arms hug me once more
To seek the music we once shared
To think I won’t feel him again

To see new memories won’t include him,
To hear the beating of his heart would be a miracle
To feel like my smiles are forced and my tears flow
To seek that this wasn’t true
To think I won’t have you…

- E.A.F