Ohh this worst feeling please leave me now
loneliness, afraid of unknown things, lack of attachment
sleepless night, suffering days and painful morning
Now I am afraid of happiness
Now I am tired of waiting for good
I am used to of this pain now
I am used to of these things now
If you have more to give
please give me more pain,
I feel alone without this now

Last time I am closing my eyes,
Last time I am asking this to god
Please give me courage to smile in hard time
Give me strength to hide my pain ...