her tinderbox mind burst into flames of mad sadness's at any moment that will burn like a river of tears she will strain at speaking just the right words terrified that she will get it wrong so she paints her one word at a time tale in brilliance colors on bathroom stall windowpane hoping to compensate for all the written fears no frilly graybeard teddybear to save the queen of forever's this time so she will lay in her lovers arms staring up at the wonder wheel of stars wishing upon all the falling hero's that she had her knight that she wont be alone for all her tomorrows that just one hero has survived to craft her tell her who to be how to not feel the tears