a surge of grief washes my senses, seeming to ride the dim, blue, evening light, and suddenly i realise, that this moment will soon be over - never to be replayed, that this life will soon be over - always to be forgotten, and that which i am, will fade - dissipate - end. caught forever, light is frozen on my eye, a picture of you arms stretched, evening light tracing your pink flesh, tracing your face, and reflecting back at my own eyes so that i may construct you experience you internally (for that is all we ever know). the very same light that washes your body, also washes my mind yet, forever and always, we are separated by the width of a single electron.