"It was too easy". she said,
As she crawled under her covers.
It was all too easy.
It was mindless.
I wasn't even there.
Would it even have made a difference if I was?
Probably not.
They just don't care.
They pretend you're who they wish you would be.
Not who you actually are.
"It doesn't matter" she said,
"It's just business".
It's just the way things are.
You can look at is as an awakening lullaby,
That sings you sweetly into oblivion.
You can pretend the stars glisten bright when they aren't to be found.
You can look into his eyes and see warm rays shine from within.
"It's just lust" she said.
Those feelings don't exist.
You're just a mouse going blindly into the trap.
Except you aren't blind.
You can see, you can see everything. just like everybody else.