i try too much
i fall too hard
words rush trough my head
they slowly **** me
they make my head ache
my hands start to shake and my fingers start to knock
my body gets cold while i sweat
but when i try to write it down
write all those words down
i stop because i can't
i can't i can't i can't

why can't i write
why do the words start to blurr in front of my eyes
why do i keep forgetting
it all seemed so easy in my mind
nothing makes sense anymore
it feels like amnesia
i try to break free
but i can't..
**because my entire life is a never ending writer's block