I see you,
Confusion written all over your face.
Like you don't know where you are,
Why you're here.
I figure you can't see me.
So I wave,
Run up to you
Then wrap my arms around you.
Do you know I've missed you?
I've run out of tissues so many times,
For crying so long.
But you're here now.
I counted the minutes,
Hours, days, Years
Until this moment,
I'm so happy.
You don't wrap your arms around me,
But I guess you haven't seen my face yet.
I pull away, centimeters apart,
And hope you recognize me.
Your features haven't changed,
You're as beautiful as you left.
Those hazel eyes,
That amazing smile.
I missed those nights we had,
Now I sleep alone.
But I'm glad you came back,
Life would return to normal.
You still don't understand,
Why I'm in front of you,
But now I'm confused,
Have you forgotten?
You couldn't have.
All those messages,
Those calls,
My texts.
Don't you remember,
When you would lift me up,
Carry me to safety,
And hug me, reassuring me?
Don't you remember,
When I would lie in your lap,
Telling you stories,
While you stroked my hair?
Don't you remember,
How you teased me,
Making me angry,
But kissing me afterwards?
Don't you remember,
When I would play my guitar,
You would hold me,
And we would sing together?
Don't you remember,
When I would curl up next to you,
Head on your chest,
While you whispered your love for me.
I read your eyes,
As I tell you everything.
But I can see.
You don't remember
There was never a 'me', after you left.
You don't need to explain,
I can see,
You fell in love immediately,
Forgetting what we had.
I push you away,
And I see the recognition in you face.
You only realize now, do you?
You were so caught up, hey?
I walk away,
Hearing you scream my name,
But I know you never loved me,
I am so ashamed.
I fell for it,
Like everyone else.
There never was a 'us'.
There never was a 'me'.
I can hear you,
Running after me,
But all I wish to hear,
Are my raging tears.
I am such an idiot,
For believing you cared.
But you were so kind,
So amazing.
So was it all for fun?
Did you just want to play with my feelings?
Or did you love me,
But moved on when you left?
You said you won't forget,
You said you would care,
You said you will always remember,
Said you'd always come back.
But I guess,
More things were said,
Than ever done.
You grab me by the waist,
And try to explain.
But I break free from your grasp,
Like I broke free from your lies.
I wasted precious time,
Thinking you still loved me,
But I guess someone was better,
Prettier than me.
You words echo through the hall,
But I keep walking.
I don't want you anymore,
I'm through with this.
You're still chasing me,
But I'm faster.
I run to a corner,
Curl up and cry.
I can hear you coming closer,
But you don't touch me.
But that's what I need right now,
You.
Deep down,
Past the hate, the hurt,
The pain and the worst,
I realize,
I still Love You
Why can't you Love Me back?
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