I keep earnestly asking the flowers… desperately, ripping away, each petal, saying the magic words Again. and Again. eventually receiving the outcome that I long for, waiting for something, anything. to change. believing that everything will happen (just as the flowers have said) knowing. that no matter how hard I try. Always in the back of my mind, the unescapable , Truth. HE LOVES ME NOT. and so, I keep earnestly asking the flowers.