it isn’t about a connection. it isn’t about the heart or the brain. it isn’t love and it isn’t explained away by a single word or a singular idea. but it was momentous. it was brief but beautiful. an experience with no amount of magic. that you passed me by and I don’t know who you are — not really, not completely — but you made me look up just by being who you are and bringing with you this warm rush of heat, this aura that spread like a tidal wave of energy. it washed me up on the shore of earthly awareness. it terrified my insides. i felt it. then I saw you. stranger, you are amazing. you are truly amazing.