A face of treason
Lost beyond reason Simple strays
Out to the place      Of unprecedented self-hatred
For who--I am uncertain          But days break and stay and pass
Until endings are my last--  I've found the one thing makes us all happy
It said it's always been there            In the affliction of my mind
Here I still think it threw me off
But now my hope has died
Indifference, why
Are you
so.