I want to knock out all your teeth with airborne nuggets of wisdom. I want your empty gums to bleed with pain and hatred and progress. I want you to cut your hair off, collect the locks, and throw them at the trees in the afternoon, for sanity's sake, and I want the clouds sunk into your head to spell out like an airshow, "I am Real, Valid, and going to die."
Sometimes sitting straight up in bed has its purpose, pulling the blanket to the floor and humming all those songs without words, it's like therapy, like rest, like wood. The Lord will find his face formed in your gnarls,
and he will cry. He will say he loved you since the beginning, since you pierced your nose, and that it doesn't matter that you look down more often than ahead, and that your sighs grow flowers at your feet.