Today I cried. I want to let go, and feel like ****. Everything I work for or attempt to achieve never forms or becomes complete. I wish for nostalgic dreams and the events of yesterday that will never occur again. I take the rudimentary paths of eminent peril and feel so ******* desolate. I work diligently and yet I have nothing. I need a change, happiness, caregiver.... I hate and love so easily.