I hate myself I've lead a life that a lot of people don't understand feeling the need compartmentalize my life to the point I don't even know who I am stopped wanting *** even now find it crass and crude just another way for people to use me afterwards feel see thru and ugly and gross wilted sunflower to be culled from yr bed even if mutual with ampleΒ loquacious lovers I curl up in ball don't let them look at me in ugly failure skin clown mask the **** of all yr jokes 'he's great but he's quiet' talk on
everyone just seems so cruel I weak like veal tender for the taking fry me up straight from womb to pan cowards make the best cuts of wet meat to ****