Losing myself in the messages, trying to make up for every time i felt unwanted by letting this 23 year old i met at a party a year and a half ago bury himself inside of me, because someone finally wants me. He craves my touch the way i crave yours. The only difference is that i love you and the only reason he cares is because he isn't getting enough from his girlfriend. So why not? *Unfulfillment leads to ***.