We are not judged by how we die, but how we choose to live and I don't quite know why but I feel just about ten seconds shy of becoming a hero. I feel like Nero, fiddling while I watch my passions burn. With no stones left to turn, I find myself taking the time it takes to leave myself alone. With a heart encased in stone, I watch angels give their wings away for a moment of staying on the ground and I see cacophonies jeer, shout and cheer without ever making a sound.