I want to give you my heartbeats/ finger paint my love in the edges of your soul/ can I love you abyss deep/ hold you as a child birthed from gravity/ could we be pregnant with possibility/ I close my eyes holding my breathe willing time to still/ I want to balance on the fibers of chance and forbearance/ for you I will wait in the stillness of dawn/never counting the raising suns/ but forever embracing the warmth of each day/ Hopeful. Patient. Non-searching//